the anti-butterfly effect

August 03, 2004

apology

I couldn't express it any more clearly than my emotionally slow and seriously handicapped personality can allow, so I'll just use this overplayed but perfectly brilliant song to whatever purpose it may serve.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you...

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something that I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your fears
That's why I need you to hear

I am sorry. I apologize.

I wish that I could be a better man.

I'll try to be a better man.

posted by kerwin ray :: 7:22 PM :: ""

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about the site

one flap of a butterfly's wings and the weather changes. one stroke of a pen and the nation crashes. one breath and the world collapses. the butterfly effect. system becomes sensitive to initial conditions. system becomes unpredictable at very iteration. system crashes. system burns. but my world does not crash and burn. held by a kiss. held by a hug. held by an Atlas who dares not shrug.

about the author

kerwin is now a 20-year-old bastard. he's so eager being 20 that he has already brainwashed himself of the idea that he is but a teen. imagine that... someone who likes being old. however, he still likes pancit canton, cheesy romantic flicks, and mirrors. yes, mirrors. alas, some things never change.

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