October 16, 2004
vacation?
IT'S VACATION TIME! :)
Instead of going back home, I'll be staying in the dorm. I'll immerse myself in junkfood while watching a cheesy flick or a horror movie, drown myself in warm and fuzzy blankets and pillows, and engage myself in many battles with Kagami and Kouryu. I'll sleep late, and I'll do everything in a slow, sluggish, I'm-definitely-not-stressed manner. I'll text people asking them about their vacations, chat with people in YM at night, and watch Star Circle National Teen Quest in the TV room above me. I will definitely do all these, and I will definitely enjoy myself.
Except that I'll be doing all these things only for today, and for tomorrow. Hee.
By Monday, I'll be studying. I've mentioned this once, I've mentioned this twice, I'll mention it again: I will be preparing for my acturial exams this November 4. Yes, that means that my vacation will be marred by this endeavor, but no matter. I think I'll thoroughly enjoy myself (and that's not just justifying anything). Every day for the next two weeks Joey and I will be at McDonald's (or any house), poring over chi-squared functions and triple integrals. I don't know, it's suddenly all just exciting for me. Hee.
Okay, this will be the last time I'll talk about this (crosses fingers). Hee.
October 13, 2004
excitement
1. End of exams. I'm almost there. Just three more days. Three more days.
2. Zambales. How does a three-day, two-night, all-expense-paid-and-taken-cared-of trip to Zambales with 15 other teenagers sound? Yeah. I thought so.
3. Laguna. How do homecooked meals and fresh air sound? Again: I thought so.
3. Studying for the actuarial test. I'm such a geekoid. I'm really excited about the idea of solving Statistics and Calculus problems during the break, can you believe it?
4. The actuarial test. I've mentioned this last week, I think, but this could be my future job. Great!
And just one more thing: WAHOOOOOOOO!!!
October 10, 2004
sunday morning
But the weather is really nice. It brings out the less violent, yet more consistent emotions in me (now I'm channeling Hume). Like gratitude. I feel thankful for everything nice that has happened to me. I feel thankful for every single person who appreciated me. I feel thankful for the things they did to make me feel that I'm special. I don't know what this is all about, but it's just that I have this immense feeling of peaceful happiness coursing through me right now. Weird, but nice. Ticklish nice.
I wish all my mornings were like this. :)